Thoughts of a Man Called Aim

Anything can become toxic if it's taken too much. Your medications, addictions, hobbies etc. Knowing when to stop and reevaluate life is something that should be considered by anyone. Including me of course. I've always been into gaming ever since I was a little kid. Consoles, mobile, anything that catches my interest. I didn't really know what's my goal in life, at least not until I entered university. That was the very moment I realized I've wasted too much time doing something that only satisfies my short-term happiness or instant gratification.      These days I've been trying to avoid doing those and fill up my day with things that can help me reach my long term goals. Although I still have cheat day. But hey, I'm improving. This is probably the most important thing to teach to a youngling, on how to value life and know their worth . That way they realize what they want to do in life and avoid things that don't add up to their growth. I was a carel...

We are driven by our emotions. Our emotions comes from desires. Desire to eat the food we've been crawling to eat, to make more money, to be able to do things efficiently and effectively and so on. There are three things that keep human being thriving. Greed, lust and knowledge.      Greed. The fact that we are never gonna get satisfied and always wants more is called greed. Simply because there are things that our brain think that's cool if we can own them. Lust. We want to achieve new goals like getting a better job. Knowledge. Whether it's something unimportant like gossips or even the essentials like science and studies we want to know everything because we feel superior knowing them before anyone else. PS: I've been slacking these past few weeks, got into some troubles. Stay strong ! Adios!

Classic story. Our life, we bump into new people each and every day, whether they last long or only as a one-time-meet-and-gone. When we meet new people, it is either we that will change their life, or they are the one that will change our life. This can be our mindset, way of life, how we dress, how we treat other person, or just simply making new memories. Now love is something more complicated. It is, indeed, complicated in many ways. For me, all my life I have fallen in love twice, it was back in junior high school and senior high school. Both has somewhat similar hobbies and character, though if I look more closely they both are unique. I still have feelings towards them, although I never made a contact ever since we separated from school. These past few years I have never fell in love to anyone else. Weird I know. We were young, and we were old. Life was warm, then life was cold. It gets harder, yes you'll see, but, were we ever meant to be?   -Reality Club    ...

When you have a work to do, just do it right now. When someone asked you to help them, help them right away. Time doesn't go back, it's always moving, and not waiting for anyone or anything.      Next time you think you can procrastinate, just imagine that you probably will be dead in the next 24 hours, leaving all the tasks undone and well, ruined your responsibility. Just kidding, that's too far. Imagine you have to pay your coworker in the next two hours because it's 2 pm and the bank where you put the money is closing in 2 hours. On the other hand, you are in the middle of your quality time playing games. First thing you gotta do is to postpone your game and quickly pay your coworker. Just do it right now. You will never know what would happen in the next few hours, maybe your coworker's wife got sick so they had to use the payday money immediately for medical expenses. Too bad when they check their bank account they haven't received the money. Now you can f...

For the past few months I've been enjoying to listen to some old songs I used to listen to when I was younger such as hip hop, emo, pop and etc. Human is unique. We can lift up our mood by listening to a certain sound and it can help us focus on things that we are working on. Whether you just had a long day, or a very adventurous day, you always want to pop a song or just sing it yourself without the song playing. Alone, or with someone you know, together blasting the feeling out.      For me, the kind of music that I really like is hip hop, especially rap song. I don't know why but rap songs can always keep me sane during work or school hours. It's probably because I also try to imitate the gesture of the MC make when they are performing on stage. There are Eminem, 2Pac, Ice Cube, Kendrick Lamar, Rich Brian, Denzel Curry, Mac Miller, Logic, Joyner Lucas and J. Cole. Each has their own different technique and style. It's unique. I can never get tired of listening to the...