For the last few weeks I've been struggling to come back to reality. I have been a bad person, not like I did commit crimes or anything, just that I was too naive about the world.
Sometimes it's good to have plans of your own and not thinking all the consequences. Being an idealist is hard but doable (if you have the courage and are willing to wait for god knows how long until it happens). Sometimes you just gotta throw all your dreams and aspirations. It just won't happen. In the times like this we have to move in a fast pace, while there are some that choose not to, ignoring process if I must say.
There's a famous word from my country that says,
Idealisme adalah kemewahan terakhir yang hanya dimiliki oleh pemuda.
Idealism is the last luxury that only youth have.
-Tan Malaka
Well then I guess I'm starting to get into the boring adult life we all wanted when we were young which we regret instantly after we get it LOL. It's not like I'm being pessimistic about life, it's just, it's just like that we gotta live with it and stop complaining. Okay maybe once or twice is okay, but then you have to stop complaining and move on. Maybe some day you can do it again. You can never kill your dreams, they will come back as hard as they can when you are in your fifties sixties seventies IDK and slap you in the face, leaving only numb and regret.
Don't live like that. If you have time still to get all your dreams, work for it even if it would take years to get it done. No ragrets (yes, ragrets).
Adios!
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