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Life Roadmap

This year I'm turning to 21 years old. TWEnty ONe. This means I gotta make like a life roadmap before sh*t happens and f*ck my life up. To be honest, I haven't been thinking of having a relationship, hell even thinking of having a child. I admit that I'm not ready yet. Soon but not now.

    I want to feel and live by myself for at least another 9 years, that's like when I'm 30 years old then I'll start thinking of what kind of relationship I want to have, how many children me and my partner want, where would we live, what our children's names will be, and a bunch of other adult stuff I don't want to think of for now. I still want to live single. I want to be a bad*ss uncle, walking around with a lot of money, gaining attentions wherever I go, and get all the ladies. No I'm JK. But yea the point is I want to enjoy the life of a single man before having a relationship which I imagine would be like in prison. You can't do anything freely because you gotta think of your family, can't do stupid stuff anymore because a lot of people depends on you if you die then they will die too. I mean they are going to suffer since you are probably going to be the one that works and get money for them. If you die alone then it's on you and your family. That was for relationship.

    For career, I want to create something that goes with my passion and study and can make me some money. It's like that "Ikigai" principle from Japan, you can google it and read it yourself. This part is probably the one that I will be doing the most since the rest of the stuff is kind of meh to me. Traveling around the world, getting new colleagues, living in another country, that's basically it for now all that I can think of. Can't live with too much idealism since reality going to punch you in the face.

    Last, for my own self. I want to feel like I am accepted in this world, not having to think of what others think of me, be more alert of my surroundings, etc. I'm still living with those stuff and it's hard to get out of it IDK why. Hopefully as time goes by I can learn new ideas and finally level up, saying good bye to those bad, bad, bad situations. This is going to take yeeears long oh well.

    So wherever you are, whatever you are doing, I'm hoping you a good day even if you know there's no good day. I mean there are sometimes but not much in times like this. But for real, make goals based on what you want to do, the universe will once again conspire to make all of your dreams happen. Mark their words (not me, no, I'm only quoting a quote LOL). Anyway,

Adios!
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