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Nothingness

One of these days I keep thinking of what I once thought when I was much, much, much younger. Nothingness. The existence of one is absent. Basically nothing is existing and there is only nothing out there.

    Back then I was curious of what would you do after your body dies. What would happen after that. I was thinking that our brain is what makes us human. Controls what we do, decides what food we are going to have for lunch, what position do you have in this world, etc. Without that we are not really a human. We would be just like animals, using instincts for their survival in this world. Then one time I came across the idea of what would happen after you die. Nothing. You can not see anything, you can not think of anything, feel anything, no heartbeat, everything that were attached on our human body. With that in my mind I started to contemplate life more often regarding of what can I do to be immortal even if my body would decease eventually, what would my legacy be, what would the others think of me after I die, etc you can think of those stuffs for your own. Now I'm not saying you should also think of the afterlife like me, call me crazy and all this is just my random thoughts ahaha.

    I finally came up to a conclusion that I will do good in life and just be good to others. Disregarding any other wisdoms from a lot of people I've met. I just want to be a good person. I think that's enough for me to live like that until my time comes. Be a good and wise person.

Adios!
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